You know you can only stick your head in the sand so many times before you realize that you just can't hide from your problems. Whether they are family, relationships, work related, financial, health, addictions, etc. the only way out is to face them head on and chip away until they are resolved. I have a history of hoping it will just all go away. Maybe if I just chant the same mantra over and over things will get better. They definitley will get better but a plan needs to be in place to dig myself out of this hole. I'm looking up from a huge hole called my life. I am really at the bottom with a ton of things in my life that have fallen to the bottom. I'm on the cusp of making some drastic changes, cause as they say "How's this working for you?", and "Well it's just not working". I could list out all the things that are wrong in my life but my headache would only continue to pound so I'll just say I've done a ton of things to sabotage my happiness and my outlook has been rather bleek for months now. I am trying to see through the clouds but it has been a challenge. Between my job and my financial situtation I feel like a failure. I feel like I am drowning in debt and I can never get ahead. Just shy of working a second job and working 80 hours a week, I know I need to make a serious change but at what price. I am fortunate that my relationship with my boyfriend is going well but lately that has been strained too. Something's got to give.